yes.. i would love to know the answer for this question.

the last time, when i did make a new drawing was Decemper 2007, one week before christmas. somehow i did manage to get that requested picture out, but i lost the spirit of making at any drawings at summer 2007, it was not funny anymore. the pain, what i did feel in my hand, was something, what was making delicate job difficult to do. the pleasure was off. i did not enjoy anymore, about making drawings just for me, just for funn. it was over

now, almoust two years later, i', still kind of lost with my art skills.

everytime, when i try to start making drawings, i'm loosing the touch of it pretty soon and end up just huge mess.

today, i managed to do door ornament by using willow branch and autum maple leafs.. was so on so, at i even did finish it up..

i just have this loser feeling all over written on me right now..

Fail, misfire, screw, unsuccessful, founder, blunder..

*goes to wallow in the puddle of self-pity*